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saturday, january 03, 2004 /// out of the trough
After what I guess has been a romantic "trough" in recent times, starting in early December 2003, the revival has come, in a beautiful way, and I am still staggered by the way it happened. Yesterday (January 2 2004), on a beautiful sunny winter's day, I made the long journey to Kisarazu. I was apprehensive about going out on a limb so much to see Masumi, and it felt strange to be back in Chiba Prefecture -- well anyway, it made me appreciate the postWinBe life I have built up. All my fears proved unfounded, and while I was nervous, the trip went splendidly. Now it is time to consider: the Akiko Age is over. I can finally, gracefully close the book on that part of my life, for a new life has begun!
AFTER ALMOST A MONTH OF DESPERATION AND DESPAIR, a new Magic Moment has come, to transform my life. Suddenly, from out of nowhere, fresh inspiration and a seductive salvation has arrived, banishing my blues, infusing me with a new mythology. And once again it has shown me the way life works -- slumps are painful and inevitable, but miraculous restorations always come.
were willing to give up our immortality, and accept a short life here. Kind of like Arwyn in LORD OF THE RINGS. Just an idea! But if it is true, it means there is no Afterlife for us, because we gave that up for the pleasure of being here.
My Japanese word of the day was taught to me by Masumi, after I told her about my psychic dreams -- it is "masayume" 正夢 or "true dream". I'm sure it will come in handy in the future.
I HAVE REALISED THE BEST ANGLE FOR THIS WEBLOG is to use it to promote Japan and the other parts of the world that I visit, and to use it as inspiration for other people interested in visiting these lands. For example, Japan seems to be popular with many people at the moment, and for those interested in learning what life is like here, I am willing to provide some information and insights. This will be presented in both literary and photographic forms. Even if this website seems chaotic and unfinished, I hope it will be able to introduce you into a deeper mystery -- the mystery of synchronicity and the universe of opportunities which lie just below the surface of every moment.
I have also decided to move away from the blog format, which I think will one day be considered a fad, a turn-of-the-century phenomenon bound to eventually go out of style. Just like reality TV is destined to go out of style one day -- and I think blogging and reality TV have a lot in common -- the glorification of the mundanity of life. Do people really care about my experiences, which mean a lot to me, but could easily be dismissed as boring and pathetic by others. Why am I compelled to confess my life stories to strangers I will never meet -- as if there were a Big Brother reality TV camera crew inside my computer, capturing every day of my life? I am starting to find the whole concept blog concept a little creepy in that respect. So, I want to stop the personal confessions, and give viewers something that might actually be of practical use for their lives. For example, book and music reviews. I want to share my exploration of the wonders of Chinese medicine. Where appropriate, I will include stories of my life. But this will be in a haphazard, or rather multi-threaded, rather than chronological format. Not day-by-day banality, but rather gems of experience which sound funny and which I want to share with others, if they are interested in reading.
How about this? -- (January 22 2004) -- Preston's visit this weekend replicates Aprile's visit here in early February 2002. There is a two-year pattern at work. Just like Aprile, he will stay at Taito Ryokan. And just as Aprile's visit coincided with my first expedition with the "sisters", so Preston's visit coincides with tonight's alluring lesson with Sachiko and Mieko. Perhaps there are expeditions coming with them, starting from next month. That's my uranai (premonition)! JAPAN Tokyo portal
monday, march 02, 2004 /// yappari
How about this (March 09 2004) -- Ayumi represents some kind of Ayako repetition, but this time around the girl is seriously interested -- as seen by her willingness to have a second lesson Saturday. And there is also a repetition of the mid January boom -- an extra 6000 yen per week in my pocket. The boom days are back again.
I HAVE OFTEN HEARD PEOPLE SAY THE WORD yappari in recent times, and I grew frustrated that nobody could explain to me exactly what it meant. Even my dictionary gave a fairly inaccurate and meaningless definition. Still, people keep saying it, so I know it must be an important word in Japanese. Today, browsing the 7th floor of the Kinokuniya bookshop in Shinjuku, I opened a Japanese study book and stumbled upon an explanation which makes sense. It basically means "as I expected". For example you can say "yappari" when what you were afraid of is proven to be true. Note: the formal word for "yappari" is pronounced "yahari".
The Rise and Fall of Star Faring Civilizations in Our Own Galaxy
tuesday, june 22, 2004
Some body anchors for the CLARITY TOD:
And another thought: when anchoring emotional responses on to another person, exploit their preferred thinking sense: visual, kinesthetic, etc! So, a visual anchor for a visual person :>.
In the American society, where the percentage of Auditorial people
is negligible, a voice tonality, tempo, pitch or the direction of
the voice (which way you look while talking) will almost always go
unnoticed. Say you are in the business negotiations. Then talk about
good things looking slightly left and talk about bad things while
looking slightly right. And then use this anchor - talk about your
services while looking slightly left and if the conversation touches
services of your competitors (and if not - you can always bring it
up) - talk about them while looking slightly right. This way your
opponent will get an unconscious message saying "this guy is good
and his competitors are not".
When you attend the presentation, move while you are talking. Stay
in different spots, while talking about different subjects. It is
called a spatial anchor.
p y s c h i c a l a n c h o r i n g
PHYSICAL ANCHORING WORKS -- I HAVE PROVEN IT TO MYSELF!
So, the next step is to deliberately exploit this capacity by choosing realtime places to "anchor" positive feelings -- such as the feeling "I can have any woman" or "anchoring works" or "I can suceed at anything!" -- at a specific place. This should be a place I don't usually go, but easily reached. I am thinking of making particular shrines or temples near my house physical anchors , since they are already anchors in a way -- spiritual anchors. For example, I am thinking of making a shrine near my house a "romance anchor" -- whenever I feel particularly good about a romantic achievement or breakthrough I will go there to offer a short prayer to the gods. Then, when I am about to go on a date, I will return there to activate all of those anchored confident feelings. Soon I will establish a ring of anchors around Tokyo and the wider world, to be visited at times of need!
Left-hand ring finger (薬指 meets right-hand little fanger (小指) -- spiritual oneness, oneness and calmness in the place that I live, happiness, contentment, confidence, peace, sublimity, etc.
I FINALLY FINISHED READING Thomas Pynchon's exhaustive novel Gravity's Rainbow for the first time recently, after years of aborted efforts. I had also read some of the various interpretations of the novel on the Net, particularly the Tarot interpretations, Lying in bed this morning, half asleep, a startling thought came into my mind -- what if Gravity's Rainbow was a huge symbolic chess match, a formula of chess moves with the yantric power to create a new reality -- a magic chess formula allowing each reader to create their own sovereign Zone, if they only knew the right combination? I have to admit, I don't even know how to play chess, which poses a difficulty in allowing me to expand my theory further. But there are chess references and clues strewn across the text of Pynchon's work -- and in the following article, I want to connect them, extrapolate them into some kind of theme, and see where it leads. I am hoping to create a kind of magical incantation here, rather than a traditional book review -- because I believe this book has magical properties, in the full Alchemy tradition!.. (For the full story, click here.)
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